As a submissive man with a strong interest in female bodybuilders, muscular and dominant women, pegging, femdom, headscissors, wrestling, Joi and degradation, I've been on a continuous search for a dominant woman to take me on as a slave. However, my introverted nature and social anxiety make it challenging for me to find someone who shares my interests in real life.

Living in a third-world country further complicates my search, as there are few people who share my fantasies, particularly women.

Therefore, finding someone who fits the bill online is my only viable option.

One fantasy that I cannot seem to shake off is the idea of being in headscissors until I pass out. I crave the feeling of submission and the thrill of being dominated by a powerful woman.

Despite my unsuccessful attempts and two unfortunate scams, I remain hopeful that I'll find the right dominant woman (or she’ll find me) who can fulfill my desires and make my fantasies come true.