I have a family friend who I’ve known my whole life, but it’s one of those families you may see once a year given living distance.

Anyway as we got older I think we were always attracted to one another. I remember drunk snapping her talking about how we want to bang but nothing ever happened due to seeing each other once a year with our families.

The families finally got together for the first time in awhile and it must have been my first time seeing her in 4 years. She looked great and after the initial awkwardness and a glass of wine it was like no time had past. We are both in serious relationships and were telling each other about them and it’s great we are both really happy.

I couldn’t help but feel some jealousy… I’ve always wanted her and I know she’s good in bed. I can just tell. Well as one glass turned to 5 we found ourselves with the light flirty touching and joking about leaving our relationships and running away together. Gah it was so hot and it was her idea.

I know nothing will happen between us given that we are both on the paths to our individual lives with our current situations, but in that moment it was so hot. It kills me I’ll never get to feel her and taste her and seems like she feels the same… but that’s just life