I get so turned on at the thought of my fiance flirting, sexting, fucking other women… I love watching him fuck them in front of me. I have found messages with women on his phone i didn’t know about that he’d been sexting for weeks/months without my knowledge ..and although jealous i can’t help but feel so turned on. It’s very conflicting because sometimes it does hurt so bad, but the horny feeling always comes back. I’ve seen him fuck other women, been left at home while he goes and has his own fun, been sent videos and pictures of him with other women… but its not enough. I would love for another woman to seduce him and rub it in my face..tell me all the sexy things he says, tell me how much better he likes them / their pussy. maybe even get him to tell her how much better she is than me …idk im sure i will be so jealous but i want it so bad