Maybe I'm just pent up and backed up but jeez I can only think of sex lately. Work is hard to focus on, life is hard to focus on, and all I want to do is fuck. And I'm in a dead bedroom where my spouse doesn't want anything to do with me. And hasn't for a while. I feel so deprived and just want to explore and enjoy life. Can't tell ya the last time I've had a bj, a handy, only had sex 3 times in the last 18 months. Plain Jane vanilla when we have had it. I just want it to be animalistic and fuck a lot. If a female is giving me attention I'm most likely thinking about fucking. And of course I can't act on it and shouldn't act on it but damn! So I come to reddit to have some fun and release a little bit to help out with it. Sometimes it works and others it doesn't. But hey whatever. Maybe a brighter future is ahead of me and can chat up some beautiful ladies around here some day.