i mean, look at my name. look at my post history. is that something a normal person is into? absolutely not.

i know i'm beyond a freak. a lot of the things i'm into would PROBABLY wreck my real life. i mean, who wants to be friends with a person who wants the life choked out of them while they're being raped, and for their rapist to keep going no matter what? a person who wants to be kidnapped and turned into a living fleshlight? who wants to be hurt and fucked beyond hard? well, i'm sure somebody here does lol.

90% of the time i think of myself as the victim, but I am a switch. though, when i'm fantasizing about being the dom it's not usually as extreme. maybe i don't have it in me to fantasize about being an extreme sadist with others, but with myself as the victim almost everything is fair game besides poop LOL.

i know like, one other lady who is into the extremes I'm into and no guys. it's almost kind of lonely not having someone to be super freaky with!