Ever since I started watching porn I was always comparing myself to the guy in the video. I always knew I was smaller and it didn't bother me until I actually tried getting laid when I was about 19. A few different women laughed at my underwhelming genitals and I was unsuccessful in my pursuits of a partner (romantic or sexual). It started ro really be a big cause of insecurity for me and I have been trying to embrace it!! Ever since then a couple people have told me they think it's cute!!! I've really started leaning more into comparing myself to actors and now the lovely men of reddit. My favorite is r/smalldickporn I like to go and feel average for once and also compare myself to the people having sex and cum thinking about if I could experience that as well. The fantasy in my mind when I watch is so much stronger when I can relate to the guy more and it's been such an incredible journey!