So I've been seeing my therapist for a little over a year. She's been super helpful and I've made so much progress with my healing. But there's one problem;

I am absolutely DYING to fuck her.

To best describe what she looks like, she kinda reminds me of Caitlin Clark. She's slender and has what I'd call a runner's ass. She has small boobs that I'm sure would be amazing to suck on.

Every single time I'm in a session with her, I think about all the things I'd do to her. Have her grind on me in just her panties. Feel her up all over and eventually get her completely naked. Go down on her on her couch until she cums. Then, fuck her right there on the couch, fuck her on the floor, and bend her over her desk for one last fuck of her pussy, then finish it off by fucking her in the ass.

I ran across her on Bumble once but I was too chicken to swipe right.

Last session, as we were heading back out to the lobby, she was walking in front of me and I got a great chance to check out her ass. I think she noticed me checking her out but didn't say anything.

Wondering if I should just eventually tell her even if it results in her dropping me as a patient. I am under no illusions that she is attracted to me/wants to fuck me, but sometimes I wanna risk it and shoot my shot