I was talking to an older guy that was visiting near by me, he wanted a hand job and to hang out with me so I agreed after a while, he got a hotel for us and he gave me lots of drinks because I was really nervous about meeting him. I remember walking to his room while holding on to his arm and we talked a little bit inside then he got close to me so I unzipped him and got his hard cock out, it was surprisingly big and I sucked it as best as I can and even took his balls into my mouth. I was reaching down and rubbing my own clit through my panties which he loved and he came inside my mouth and all over my tits. We fucked for most of the night, he then gave me money which I accepted in my drunken state and when I woke up I realized I just whored myself. I still feel so dirty but it is also kinda a hot feeling at the same time idk why.