Overall, I’d like to say I’m a decent Muslim. But my weakness always has been and is women.

My friends and family all think I’m a virgin and waiting till marriage. (Very close friends know I ain’t, but nothing more) I believe lots of Muslims are in that boat of double life. But I’ve done so many freaky shit lmao, things that are heavily frowned upon, such as being a bull/cucking, threesomes etc.

I love sex and don’t really plan on stopping 🤤. To add to that, I am engaged to a woman who’s overseas (LDR) so yes I’m still getting my dick wet whilst I can. It’s not emotional or personal, just love busting a nut. She also believes I’m a saint and that she’ll be my first (yikes if she finds out😭😂), since she’s like the traditional type and hasn’t had any male interaction in that way. She hasn’t really asked or pushed about my past, but I guess she’ll realise it when she sees I know I’m doing in bed. If she does ever push, I might tell her, but In the meantime, imma enjoy all the pussy I get.