So this may be a long one but here we go.. So back in high school year 10 I was around 15 and there was this girl. School just started and we got our lockers for the year and I found out where my locker was and didn’t really take too much care to see who’s bottom locker to me. So I head to my locker and this is the first time I see her we’ll call her R. R is basically the first girl I’ve ever had an any sorta feelings towards and at the time 15 I’d never really received attention from girls and I never really cared for attention either but, she was different ethnically she was one of the only brown girls in high school that came from the similar speaking background and idk I just loved that. I loved the her features the way she was how she talked idk I just found her beautiful and she’d randomly come up to me and well talk or just say something random or play around it was whatever but obviously at 15 I caught lowkey feelings for her cos of the attention and started to love her from a far. As the year went on my feelings for her never really changed and there was silly childish moments between us that obviously as a 15 year old had me thinking too deep and too much when realistically now it would’ve been nothing and during ya know liking her I found out she had a bf. At the end of the year it went pretty bad basically my mate messaged her telling her I liked her and I wrote this message and looking back at it now honestly it was stupid to do and a mistake I made at 15 but because of that message and what happened at 15 me and her for the rest of high school never really talked ever and I removed R from my Snapchat and Instagram (which I regret a lot now because I find R so damn beautiful and I always check her ig pfp now because I can’t get over her how good she looks) at the end of high school I was always thinking about talking to her so we can atleast be friends or I’m good terms to the point I could come up to you not have an awkward tense moment but never ended up doing it. Anyways it’s been 3 years now almost 4 out of high school we’re both 21 and she’s still always on my mind she’s honestly beautiful and also at the end of high school who would’ve thought she’d have a body on her anyways moving on haha I need some advice with this. How do I bring her into my life again after all that we’re both 21 now so not 15 anymore. I removed her off my Insta and Snapchat. Do I apologise for my actions at 15? Or do I add her on snap or insta? Do I send a sweet message or do I ask her to meet or do I just hit her up like nothings happened. Send me any advice you have cos I really want this girl.