I have a confession I want to share that has been burning in my conscience.. By day, I'm just an average office worker, but at night, I step into another world as "Luci," exploring desires most only dream of. One night, I met a high roller who wanted something intense. That's how I ended up in a room with him and others. I can feel the energy in the room...it was filled with anticipation. It started with just him, then another joined in, and soon, it turned into something more. They wanted to see me at the center of attention, in a situation that was all about pushing limits. That's when I was in the middle of a group, not just any group, but one where I was the object of desire. At first it was overwhelming and I had a mix of emotions and sensations...but the peak came when I let two guys double penetrated me. It was so raw and intense it made me question what I thought I knew about my own desires. Living as Luci, every night is unpredictable and exciting. But here's my confession: sometimes, back i my normal life, I find myself missing that intensity, that rush of being completely lost in the moment. Has anyone else here ever stepped into a life so different, so intense, that it makes you question who you are? I'd love to hear Im not alone in this thrilling, sometime crazy double life.