I'm a pretty open person about my kinks and fetishes, especially to my boyfriend and two friends. They know about my humiliation kink, bullying kink, all of that. They even know about my foot fetish.

The foot fetish is something I'm particularly embarrassed about, even though I'm not sure why. I'll happily be covered in piss and facefucked until I puke, but engaging in my foot fetish in front of my friends is so embarrassing, even shameful.

We've done similar stuff before. My friend Otis has rubbed his shoes all over my face and made me clean them with my tongue, and my boyfriend Milo is happy to let me hump and grind on his foot.

So it's out there in the open, but I'm still embarrassed about it.

It's not even in the typical sense. Most people I've met with foot fetishes are men who are into women's feet. So to be on the opposite end of the spectrum feels a little isolating. I've never met another person with a thing for guys feet and I rarely see it in porn (although I suppose that's because of the kind of videos I watch). And I don't think I could get off looking at a picture of a foot like some people do. I need it to be very specific – it has to be a man, and he has to be laughing at me while he let's me lick and nuzzle against his foot.

Does that even count as a fetish? Or is just a kink for a specific scenario/variations of the scenario?

The fetish itself is embarrassing, but what's more embarrassing is when I act it out in front of people. I pretended to hate it when Otis made me lay on the ground so he could use me like a doormat, but I secretly want it every time I see him. He knows about this account but I'm pretty sure he's not reading my posts at the moment because he's a lazy bastard. So I feel confident enough to say this.

Milo lets me engage in it sometimes. Just a few nights ago he let me lay on the ground with a vibrator and masturbate while he rubbed his feet all over my face. I think it's the humiliation of it that I particularly enjoy, and I know it's specifically for guys. I love being dominated by women but I don't think it would have the same affect if a woman. Something about a man doing it is just so embarrassing, and I adore it.

Anyway. That's my dumb little confession. Hope this fits the sub? Bye bye