An update to my post from a few days ago. Please look back for context.

After talking to people on here, and letting it bounce around in my head for days I couldn’t help it anymore. Earlier this evening we had the house to ourselves and ended up in the bedroom. The entire time the thoughts of her and him kept popping into my head. Finally, at one point, I’m on top of him, riding and grinding my hips against his and I said “I know” confused he asked about what. While I kept riding him I admitted to him that I know he finds “x” attractive. I know he looks at her pictures. I asked him to just be honest and it was ok. He finally admitted to it. It almost made me cum right there. We talked about her and his fantasy while I kept riding. Finally I told him I wanted him to fuck me like he would fuck “x”. He aggressively grabbed my hips and shifted, flopping me onto my back on the bed. Then scooping me and flipping me to my stomach as he pulled me towards the end of the bed and grabbed my waist, pulling me onto my knees with my ass high in the air. Be proceeded to fuck me so hard and fast my brain felt like it was melting. I was screaming for him to fuck her harder as he pushed my head into the mattress and after a few minutes he was grunting and came so hard inside me the sudden sensation sent me into a quivering orgasm myself as he kept thrusting till eventually slowing down and we collapsed in the bed together.

He got called into work a bit ago so now I’m sitting here home alone, my mind and heart still racing.