I (46F) discovered this about 5 years ago, when my ex husband suddenly become in to my feet. Offering me foot massages constantly asking me to put my feet on his lap and even sucking/licking them during sex

A few times it became our foreplay for me to give him a footjob or have him worship my soles. Since our divorce earlier this year I realized since I haven't had it in a while I actually enjoy footplay

I'm completely submissive but something about giving a foot job and a guy licking and sucking my feet just makes me incredibly wet.

Just writing this is making me touch myself. I know a lot of people look down on this kink so is it weird for me to have it also?