I’ve been into massage fantasies, and paired with my other kinks and tendencies I didn’t really know how I’d react to an actual booking. I had a great time, I feel like kneaded dough and it was an exciting experience

He was a 40-50 something man, no someone I’d be attracted to lmao He was nice and a bit chatty at first He stayed in the room as I got undressed behind a screen with a pattern of holes, lmao, and there was a mirror too. He prepared some candles and the massage table, don’t think he looked He offered to unclasp my bra on the table if I wasn’t comfortable taking it off… we didnt need that cause I didn’t wear one but… idk having him offer undoing my bra got my imagination going for sure.

Being only in my white lace in that room sent a thrill through me. He faced the wall with the sheet in hand and I got on the table. He didn’t wait a second and immediately turned around, I know he saw me in my see through lacy slip. It felt a bit wrong but exciting, only one person sees me like that and even that person hasn’t seen me in that particular lacy thing. But some people don’t even bother keeping their underwear on. And he was unbothered lmao just throwing a sheet over me. But i still felt… exposed? Vulnerable for sure

He pulled down my slip a bit to fold the sheet in and touched my upper butt, and there was a flutter of nervousness and thrill in my stomach. I didn’t think he’d go that low, honestly. Then he started the back massage. It felt really great, his hands stroking over my entire back. His hands moved down to my glutes every now and then and I swear half my butt was out after 15min, I didn’t mind it one bit, the massage felt amazing. I was melting into it. Then he concentrated on my back with various techniques and firmness, before moving more to my shoulders and every now and then to my glutes again. Two or three times he stroked my sides with his flat hands and it tickled. My naughty thoughts slipped into a fantasy of brushing my side boobs, but his hands worked on my shoulders again and I relaxed at the grip.

Every time my ass was massaged I slightly sighed. It felt great, the firm strokes and grip. I just love having my butt handled tbh, ass over tits anytime. (And now I know I was right to not have a full body because as soon as he’d massage my glutes from my thigh I’d be putty in his hands in a messy way lmao) also, I didn’t soak my underwear, I was honestly afraid of that but all good. I’m getting wet writing this rn tho

The arm massage felt really great too but what I confirmed for myself again was what a great spot my neck is. Oh my, the firm grip? God… The strong strokes with one hand or with his thumbs felt heavenly, and stroking into my hair, grabbing the root of my hair and pulling it? I almost moaned. Reminded me of a situation with a friend, maybe I’ll write about that another time.

So, glutes and neck was my favorite. It just felt so great. And as a person with appreciation for detail: his hands never left my body. When he moved around, poured oil, whatever. He never left me untouched. And when he grabbed my wrists to rotate my arm, the grip was firm and perfect. I just have a thing for being grabbed

When he was done he used a towel to soak up all the oil, he moved it up and down my body and definitely exposed my lace. Obviously don’t know if he looked, but it gave me a rush. And then he let me sit up and wrapped me in it, I very much appreciated that. It felt caring. He usually stays in the room as his clients get dressed, I was too shy also asked him to step out, I was just so dizzy and sleepy, mindless even, that my little side peeked through and I got flustered. It was a big first experience for me to be fair.

Over all… oof manly hands manhandling me… never had this before (by a someone who really knows what they’re doing/studied that) but my oh my do I need this more often hahaha I had a great time and maybe next time I’ll get the full body experience