[Posted this confession but might delete later haha] When I first told my BFF about it back in high school she was instantly shocked. I exactly remember she responded: "But you are not involved in it, how can it turn you on". Yes, kind of strange to be a girl and love watching gay stuff. Back then I instantly felt left out from a usual "girl" so I pushed that fantasy/fetish out of my mind for a couple of years. Then as I grew up and got to know girls with the same fetish, it came back at me. And Im now in peace with it lol! But still have the same question at the back of my mind. Why it is not strange for guys to love lesbian things, and it is weird for girls to love male gay stuff.