It feels like it’s always there underneath everything, I have a high libido/sensitive accelerator and feel like I’m always down. However, I’m also finding it more difficult to just fuck or hookup with someone willy nilly like I could years ago, I need to be attracted physically and mentally/emotionally to a certain degree. I feel like a free use or stag/vixen relationship and/or a relationship with an adult content creator would be so ideal (I’m an exhibitionist so that’s a plus in my book lol)

I’ve been single for a little while now, which has been odd to navigate after a relationship turned situationship ended after 4 years. I know I want a relationship with someone who can “match my freak” and I don’t necessarily want to hookup w randos in the meantime. I know i can find someone who is on that level with me, but goddamn I’m a horny mess in the meantime lmao