Little back story, I've been married for a bit now... and she's been with a guy for a while, might be engaged... and we had been talking on and off and always feeling like we needed closure because we were each others first... and I fucked it up because I was an idiot kid didn't know what he wanted in life... well we had an opportunity to meet up briefly we both had stories set in place and solid alibis, everything was green... we were just gonna say hello and hug... who were we kidding? As soon as I hugged her I knew I wanted to make out with her. I kissed her neck and licked it gently, I didn't wanna leave any marks of evidence, that led to us kissing on the lips, which lead to our tongues dancing feverishly in each others mouths full of desire. I reached my hand down and rubbed at her pussy through her sweat pants, Jesus she was so hot I could feel how bad she wanted more, she moaned. We moved and ground our crotches against each other, my hard cock pressing hard against her pussy with our clothes separating actual contact. I untied her sweat pants and held her gaze with mine as I slowly put my hand into her sweats, under her panties, then rubbed my middle and ring fingers against her clit, she moaned and kissed me deeply, our tongues danced like maniacs in each others mouths exploring long lost territory, familiar yet different. I put my finger inside her and ground the base of my knuckle against her clit and moaned more into my mouth... I stopped and pulled my fingers out, tasted her sweet pussy off my fingers, put one back inside her and back out then held that finger to her mouth, she looked at me knowing what I wanted and wanted to give it to me, the desire in her eyes as she sucked her juices off my finger, sucking my finger as if it was my cock... we went back to making out and I put her hand on my cock over top of my shorts and she moaned into my mouth again as she caressed it and traced it through my shorts. I looked at her pleadingly and undid my shorts and pulled my cock out, she cooed and took it in her hand, stroking it and tracing her fingers around the head. "Will you lick it...?" I almost begged, she smiled and bent over, pressed her lips to the tip of the head and kissed it, then took the head in her mouth. The feeling of her warm soft lips wrapped around my cock was intense, she only took a little more into her mouth and urged her to stop and backed away. I was so fucking close to cumming after just that small amount of sucking... "we can't.... we fucking cannot..." we both agreed caught our breath and hugged and kissed deeply full of passion once more. We parted ways, no one came, no physical contact after... just desire... I am such a piece of shit.