As the title already suggest, im a worthless piece of trash.

I saw myself as a beta boy destined for servitude. Where I would be the person slave of a dominant woman.

I have had contact on this platform with multiple dominant figures, both male and female.

But in the end, I keep screwing up.

And im starting to realize that im so f*cking worthless that I dont even deserve to be humiliated anymore. Im just not worth anyones attention anynore. Im just such a loser that I dont deserve anything anymore.

Why cant I, for just f*cking once, not screw up and be an idiot.

Its just so obviously clear that im still a virgin. And as far as my communication goes with others, I will never lose my virginity.

Im condidering perma locking myself and moving to an island where no one else lives so I won't hurt anyone anymore..