That is it. I spend hours everyday on that site. Watching men cum to me... I even risk important things. On monday I skipped collage to stay here at home sucking my dildo for a guy I had met there. To be honest I think it comes from my obsession with gang bangs. I am scared to try it in real life, for obvious reasons, but I just want it so badly. I cannot stop thinking about it. Some weeks, like this one, I am specially weak. I even thought of selling shows. But I dont want to let anyone know my real identity.

What I love the most about it is when I can play a game where they show me how to suck their dick with their hand, and i mimic with my mouth on a big dildo I've had for a long time. Sometimes we reverse it. I make them edge and cum. I always imagine them cuming inside my pussy or throat. I wish I had been counting. Today there were at least 5 of them.

I have a fetish with huge cocks though. I don't know where I am going. This is an honest confession absolutely no one knows about.