I kept wanting this for a long time

I'm a 23-year-old guy who's been in a relationship with my girlfriend for the last five years. We're really solid, and I love her deeply. Lately, I've been feeling this intense desire to see her experience something different, something that could push the boundaries of pleasure for both of us.

I know it might sound strange to some, but I've been fantasizing about her being with a guy who's got a bigger cock than mine. I'm not into the humiliation aspect at all; it's not about feeling inferior. It's more about watching her lose herself in the moment, getting wild, and exploring the depths of her pleasure in ways I can't fully provide. I'm almost 7 inches long, so it's not like I'm lacking, but there's something thrilling about the idea of her being filled and reached where I can't.

The thought of her enjoying herself without holding back, without worrying about me being jealous or judging her, is such a turn-on. I want her to feel free to explore her kinks, wants, and needs with someone who's just a physical attraction for her—ideally, a stranger with some good skills who can make her toes curl.

I'm open to being there, maybe even turning it into a threesome if things flow that way. But ultimately, my fantasy is about her pleasure, about watching her fully immerse in the experience and knowing that she's having the time of her life. It’s not about breaking up or feeling insecure; it’s about loving her so much that her pleasure becomes my pleasure too.

So yeah, that’s my confession. I'm not looking for someone to hit me up with crude offers or anything like that. I just wanted to get this off my chest and maybe connect with others who get where I’m coming from. If you want to talk about it or have questions, feel free to ask—just keep it respectful.