A new fitness spot I did was posted. And I know I know I know they're barely even about fitness anymore. They dressed me in the smallest shorts and top and kept pulling my shorts up my ass during their "shorts check" against the fence and would yell at me to jump more. And then they slow-mo it during the edit. Oh dear godddd seeing that playback. FUCK.

Men's response to the spot... I can't stop reading the comments and watching the tributes. My mind is a mess right now. I'm freakin MESS right now.

I've worked so hard on my body, and to get this kind of response. Fuck...it like reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly affects me. LIKE A LOT.

I keep freakin' twitching. I feel insane. I don't think I'll ever get used to this feeling. It's so freakin intense. Almost outer-body. God it feels so gooooood.

I don't even know wtf I'm saying anymore. So much is racing through my mind right now, sorry. I can't believe how many men are watching and the things they're saying and freakin cummmm. It affects me so much. I sound like a freakin moron right now. I'm sorry. I just can't stop thinking about all you guys. I can't get anything else done. My god I'm wreck today.

I pin the spot on my page. If you wanted to see. Sorry, again, for the nonsensical venting.