My mom cheated with my neighbour

Yeah all my teenage years she now after all these years I have started to like her thinking about how badly she got fucked by him.

I mean I can't even tell you here how badly she fucked by him and two other friends of his. By the way she was married at that time too.

I have seen many things that lead to this chats calls and everything

Basically it was all you seen in porn that was at some point real life for me.

A lot of people who become cucks maybe had some women like that in your life too I guess.

I am not really a cuck but yeah something around that somehow.

Lol there are many thoughts running in my head so I am writing whatever is coming to my mind