when I was 14 years old, I caught my mother standing as a goat. Dad fucked her pussy and she moaned. her breasts were so beautiful. since then I started spying on her, masturbating with her in mind, smelling her panties or masturbating with them. when I started having relationships with girls, I sometimes thought of her when I fucked them. until I was 18, when I went to college, she was my favorite. during the pandemic, when I was forced to come home, I was 25-26 years old. and as she was the only woman in the house, the desire returned. now that I've moved, I still have periods when I think about her. I assume that the mother remains the first desire? and some of us repress it? or what do you think? experiences in the comments please