Confession 1: I went to a wedding a couple of weeks ago as a plus one, not really knowing the couple very well. We’ve had dinner a few times, but always in a group setting so not at all a close friendship. Never thought anything much of either one of them

However, starting that night at the wedding, I’ve become slightly obsessed imagining getting with the bride. She just looked so good that night even though I hadn’t been at all attracted to her before. I’ve imagined her nearly every day. Not sure what to do to get over it, but man are the fantasies fun!

Confession 2: I’ve recently started going on more walks, and living in a college town one of the nicer places to walk is the campus. It’s normally pretty quiet, but the last week has been so warm and sunny that I’ve started seeing more people out enjoying it.

It’s become the best part of my day, as I’m walking around seeing all of the beautiful women in bikinis sun-tanning on the lawn and the guys with their shirts off, playing catch or walking or just listening to music loudly. It’s taking all of my willpower not to download any apps and at least try my luck to get with them, even though realistically I know I’d never have a chance.

Happy to chat about either of these or anything else, but the thoughts have become so overwhelming that I needed to say it to the void of Reddit!

Thanks for reading :)