This happened a few years ago.

I met my older friend in a work beer league. We were on different teams but I subbed in for his team a lot. We got to be good buddies, and I’d play poker with him and his friends and I met a lot of his close friends and family and got to know them well, etc.

My friend was about 18 years my senior and his gf was surprisingly really cute and lively, and a few years younger than him. I eventually noticed she had a really cute shape too (petite with big tits), and was glad my friend was doing so well for himself.

Then my friend died unexpectedly. It’s a shock and it’s sad. He had a ton of friends and was loved by everyone and this hurt everyone badly. He was a drinker, and his buddies and I emptied his liquor cabinet and threw one last party in his honor. I talked a lot to his grieving ex and she was shattered. She’s an introvert and he was her window to the world. After a lot of talking and hugging and reassuring I promised to meet her for dinner soon.

A few days later she made me a lovely dinner at her place and we went to the living room to chat. Soon she was crying in my arms and I was kissing her forehead and looking down her shirt and noticed how nice her tits are and how much I enjoyed holding her. Once I noticed I was getting hard I felt ashamed but I couldn’t help it.

I kissed her cheek, and then closer to her mouth, then her mouth. The floodgates opened and I was undoing the top buttons to her blouse while our tongues wrestled.

While I was lifting one of her gorgeous breasts out of her bra. She said “Wait!”

I said immediately, “I just want to suckle your breasts. I love doing this and honestly think it will help soothe and relax you. And it’s sexy and fun”.

She laughed and called me a boob perv but said I can’t fuck her. Tonight. But she’s suck my dick.

I was stunned, she led me to her room and we both got what we wanted and I was soon going back for more with her as my submissive.