I knew it was happening while we were shooting the spot so I know I shouldn't be surprised, but fuck it's still really intense to see yourself look like such an object for anybody to look at as much as they want. God that is flattering tho. I dunno how weird that is to say. Like they think I'm "that hot." These message and comments and TRIBUTES I'm already getting are insane. The spot hasn't even been up that long. But they keep coming. They keep CUMMING. I'm causing this. FUCK this is so surreal to me.

Sorry I'm not making sense!

I do fitness/wellness spots for a health company. They have progressively been getting more and more objectifying as I've done them. They've been really fun though. And exciting. God it can be intense though to do, and the response is always really overwhelming.

The latest one was just posted (also pin on my page). I think it's the most objectified I've been. Like half of my ass is hanging out of my shorts. And the top they put me in was so small. And we did the shoot on a public court. And they had me do so many exercises that kept making my ass jiggle. God there were so many people just staring and watching the whole day. I felt so on display. Fuck it was exciting tho. The comments I kept hearing about my ass and body...jesusssss. And now the comments I'm getting on the post...god I can't stop tingling! wtf Sasha!

I remember how silent it was while I was doing mountain climbers on camera. Just my shoes squeaking the court. Until I hear "Fucking throw that ass girl, goddamn!" from some guy outside the court. The crew started laughing and cheering. It made me freakin blush, i dunno! It was kinda sweet in some weird way to me.

They made me do SO MANY jump squats. I thought I was gonna pass out it was so many. I could feel how much my ass was jiggling every time I jumped. Just silence while my shoes would hit the ground and then back up. My ass jiggling like crazy. Then hearing groans. Audible GROANS.

The crew guys would grip my hips and move me around on the court. Sometimes grabbing my thighs to reposition my legs. They kept saying they needed to fix my shorts. I could feel them slid there fingers up the bottom of my shorts and "readjust" them. Or give them a lil pull up top -- feeling my shorts tighten and my ass cheeks get exposed a lil more. They got such a thrill out of doing that, and jesus that felt so good to know I caused. I don't know how weird that is to admit but god it really did.

They had me hang from the goal post while they kept debating how they were going to film my body. Just hanging there while they touched my tummy and debated how to keep it in focus but not lose my cleavage or the curve on my ass. Feeling the director's fingers running along my stomach while he talked about how the camera should drift slightly to make sure the profile of my ass was in the shot -- feeling his hand slide down to my left ass cheek and cup it -- "I want them always to remember how small Cheeks' shorts are." Just hanging there while the DP slide his finger across my cleavage showing the director how much of my breasts they'd lose while drifting of my ass. I thought I was gonna black out it was buzzing so much. God I feel like you can tell in the shot I'm barely able to keep it together. I'm still thinking about it. I was buzzing so freakin bad!

Just walking around on that court knowing men were staring at my body in my outfit. All day. ALL DAY. And now it's online of me to stare at all day. ALL DAY. fuCK!

I feel like my whole body is vibrating rn. I keep thinking about it all and I just got another freakin tribute like a minute ago while writing this.

I'm sorry. I sound like a lunatic rn. Thank you for reading, sorry for being annoying. The spot is pin on my page. TY

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