(M45) I think I found my new hobby. Over a year ago, It started with being curious about anal play. I brought various toys. A black prostate massager, 7" suction cup dildo, and the hamma. That last one is a blue vibrating hammer with self thrusting function. It's the literal sizer of a hammer.

Even on my first time the prostate massager was too small and underwhelming. I quickly found myself using the 7" dildo and it felt amazing. I used the suction cup on the floor and squatted down onto it. It was a struggle at first to push though my tight opening, but my ass finally popped open and relaxed around it. I slowly fucked myself bobbing up and down. Just when my asshole finally relaxed to quicker thrusts I moved to the bed.

I put some pillows down and laid my hips onto the pillows. This really put me into a doggy style position. I added a bit more lube, slipped it in and fucked myself dogy style. I have never had a man penetrate me, but this suction cup dildo had balls attached. Feeling them slap against my taint turned me know and made me feel like a little slut.

Next I moved to the couch. I rode it "cowgirl' style briefly, but it was too much work with the bounce of the couch.

Then I turned around and "missionary position " with my legs spread wide. I fucked myself with my right hand on the dildo and my left hand holding my cock. I had to stroke my cock a little to get hard. It didn't take long, but quickly sent myself to pound town and I came hard. Leading up to my orgasm I wasnt even stroking myself anymore.

The orgasm was fucking was so good. I was shocked at how much more white my cum was from this type of orgasm too.

Since day one of exploring my asshole for I recorded each session. I just kept the videos for myself to watch when I couldn't be near a toy.

Last month I discovered redgifs. I have started an account and I am slowly posting free clips. I only have 9 views, but I hope people are enjoying them.

I want to be watched so bad. I want to be a little internet slut next.