So, over the past 18months when my girlfriend and I have been doing a cuckolding / cheating thing. I have asked her questions about it and here are some of the collected and translated answers. Forgive any weird or formal translations. Although I have studied in English it is still not my first language. Also these questions have been asked in drips and drabs so that is why they may not seem continuous or disjointed.

A bit of information. My girlfriend has now fucked 7 guys. The first off tinder. The next was on holiday in Spain. And the one after that was a tinder date in Spain too. The fourth was a guy on her university course. The 5th was a friend of hers from home. The 6th was my housemate. Whom she has fucked 6 times now and went on a trip to gran Canaria with. And the 7th was a guy she met on hinge that she went on a date with last night. She was with him for 17hrs. All of these guys either have no idea that I exist or think that she is cheating on me.

(The best sex you've ever had?)

Honestly, the best sex I have ever had was with you when we were at uni and we fucked on the sofa

(Do you prefer sex with me or Ben?) I love you a lot but Ben fucks me better.

(Why?)

He is more assertive and less caring when he fucks me. I like his dirty talk. I like the way he makes me feel when he fucks me. He has a charisma about him that you don't have that is incredibly intoxicating. I don't really know how to describe it. It makes me feel silly and horny around him. It makes me always ceave his approval or want to please him. It also makes me incredibly jealous if he talks to or fucks another girl. He also has a much greater physical presence which when I am with him gives me "fanny flutters".

(If he asked you to leave me, would you?)

No

(Why not, you clearly enjoy having sex with him and he has a "charisma that I don't have"?)

I love you. He may fuck me better but I still love you.

(Do you still enjoy sex with me?)

Yes, of course.

(What things would you change about sex with me to make it better?)

You can't change that

(Size?)

Yep

(Other than size what else do you prefer about Ben or any of them?)

Your cum makes me want to be sick. It makes me gag. I am sorry but it is true. Theirs don't. Also I feel like I can just let loose with them. And be a bit of a ... slut.

(Do you enjoy being a slut?)

When I am horny, yeah I do.

(What do you think is the sluttiest this you've ever done?)

Probably, when I was really horny when we were in Menorca and I left you in the caves to go home with that Mongasque guy. And he took me back to his boat.

*Didn't he invite you to spend the next month on there with him?)

Yeah, he did. But he was probably just saying that trying to show off.

(Were you tempted?)

Of course, but I couldn't leave you like that.

(Was the sex good?)

Good is an understatement! Yeah I felt really slutty. We were fucking on these cushions on the bow of the boat when all his friends came back and started filming us. We had to escape below deck. He was pretty good for an 18 year old. And he had incredible stamina and he was good to go again immediately as he finished.

(How many times did you fuck that night?)

4! I've just realised that I didn't tell you much about that night. He tried to get me to do anal which I didn't want but other than that he was so amazingly assertive and confident for someone his age. But also so arrogant and I bet that I would have got so pissed off with him after a couple of days. Also, I bet that he would have tried to offer me out to his friends or let them watch or something weird like that.

(What made him so arrogant?)

Well, you know he was one of those rich kids that was throwing daddy's money around and he was with all of his rich friends and it was just a bit over the top.

And on top of that he is good looking and he knew it. So, I felt very much like his little play thing. Which was really hot in the moment but not so hot when I woke up the next morning. Because he was still trying to treat me like a toy and not another person.

(Other than me do you in general find yourself attracted to more arrogant guys?)

Yeah I probably do. I think because they tend to be quite charismatic and I quite like that. And you know that I can be quite submissive when I am horny. I do find a really over confident guy a massive turn on. They really do sometimes make me just want to get on my knees.

(What has been the most exciting time when we have been doing this?)

I think the most exciting time has been last November/December when I was basically trying to seduce Ben.

(What made that so exciting?)

I think because it felt really naughty and I was sort of doing it behind your back and when he started flirting with me it was almost like I was wondering if you would notice. And would we get caught?

Actually, also that period after the first time Ben fucked me and he became more handsy with me right behind your back. I remember one time in the kitchen when your were in the toilet he came up behind me a dry humped me and whispered what he wanted to do to me in my ear!

(Have you ever fucked anyone that you haven't told me about?)

No, never

(Have you ever been tempted to fuck other guys without me knowing?)

Not really, I mean I have danced with guys at a club and got horny and wanted to fuck them but never actually tempted to do it. Because I know that can just ask you whenever.

(Do any of your friends know about what we do?)

Yeah 3 of them and my sister of course.

(What has been the part that has surprised you about our kink?)

How good it makes "love making" with you feel. And how much I enjoy making you feel jealous and horny.

(Is there anything that you would want to try in the future?)

Not much springs to mind. I mean I would like to to another holiday tinder date. That was fun. Maybe a formal date with a guy before would be fun.

(Is there anyone who you would want to try in the future?)

I dunno, I think that there are a couple of guys on my corse that are hot but I have no real desire to fuck either of them. I do quite like the thought of seducing one of your friends but I don't know who.

(Do you buy into this whole alpha male vs Beta male thing?)

Sexually, yes 100%. I love those "toxic male" traits with a guy that I just want to fuck. But I am quite submissive in bed and I love being told what to do. But other girls don't. So, in life not really.

(Would you ever want to publicly humiliate me?)

Depends on what you want. As you know I have enjoyed making out with other men in front of you. But beyond that not really.

(Would you ever consider getting paid for pics?)

Fuck no.

(What's the best thing that I have done for you Sexually?)

You gave me my first proper orgasm

(Since then?)

Convincing me to try this

(Do you have any concerns for our relationship over this?)

Yes, I do. In fact, I am scared that one day you will wake up and realise that this is all too much and that you won't love me anymore. And I never want to let get anywhere near that stage. So, you must tell me if you are not enjoying it. Even if it is a tiny little thing and at anytime.

(What is something weird that you do with other guys and not me?)

I like to have dirty talk in English. I mean dirty is just something I don't do with you but I don't know why but I find dirty talk in English is hotter for some reason. It is the best practice I get.

(What is your ultimate cheating fantasy?)

I don't know if I have an ultimate fantasy. If we are talking scenarios I have a few that I would love. One would be Ben fucking me in the bathroom with his hand over my mouth trying to keep me silent whilst you are in the kitchen just doing stuff.

I don't know why but I fingered myself to the idea of being seen on a date with or making out with another guy by one of our friends.

Another fantasy would be fucking that guy that you always talk to at the gym while you are working out. Just making a lot of noise. But I really can't afford to be banned from that gym.

I do really like your fantasy for the wedding that we are going to in the summer. Of me picking up a guy there.

Or your one of u going up to your parent's cabin and me bringing back guy from afterski.

(Anything that you really don't want to do?)

Threesomes with 2 guys. I could do one with another girl but 2 guys could be really competitive and aggressive and I am worried that it would just end up not being that fun.