while i was in a relationship with my ex he cheated on me repeatedly with at least 3 different girls. one of them was his ex who he actually got pregnant. 
 when i first found out i was completely disgusted and upset, but we stayed together and he didn’t stop. it eventually started to turn me on and id think about how he fucked other girls while he fucked me. i went through his phone and found multiple tapes with other girls and his snapchat was full of girls he was sexting.
 i still have some of the vids that i sent to myself and i masturbate to them a lot 😵‍💫. my ex cheated on me sm he made me a cuck that can’t get off without it, i miss him so much 🥺.