And I'm okay with that.

It turns me on knowing that my dream partner would sleep with other guys, send me pictures and videos and then come back to me to reclaim her while she tells me about it.

It turns me on knowing that she'll bring me with her to threesomes so we can all have fun.

It turns me on knowing she gets me and I get her in every single way, we know how to turn each other on and have just as much fun together as with other people.

It turns me on that she'd want to do stuff in public without being embarrassed.

It turns me on that she likes to share our pictures and videos with the Internet.

It turns me on that she'd like to bring women into the bedroom as well as men to have fun with.

It turns me on knowing that one day I'll find her and we'll spend the rest of our lives exploring, experimenting and having fun together.

I just need to find her.