I know the title doesn't sound bad but l've enjoyed wanking and showing off for strangers since my early teens.

With age I discovered Omegle and chat rooms and was blackmailed multiple times and I still can't shake the urge. The feeling I get when a stranger wants to watch me is a feeling a get from nothing else I always edge so long for them and shot such massive loads.

I've now had a girlfriend for a few years and I still can't stop myself. I have a snap account where I ask random women if I can cum for them and I get so turned on when they say yes and send me pictures to cover.

I feel so guilty l've tried deleting my account so many times. As soon as she goes out I head online and show off to as many people as I can. I know I should stop but I can't. The feeling I get from it turns me on more than she ever has.