Well that just happened. Well let me back up a little bit. I’m a married man who’s been this goodie, Christian, family oriented, daddy good person. Everything was going well until I stumbled upon Reddit. Well that took me down a hole and well found out that married men are a hot commodity. Idk what it is but that triggered something in me. Well I ended up chatting and maybe having some naughty fun with women who love married men and that was the height of it all. I knew it’s wrong and I knew that I’m not going to take it anywhere or any further than online.. well shit I was wrong. A few friends ended up have a day free from everything and they called me out to have some drinks. Me being stupid said yes and 11 pm and a few drinks later we ended up at a strip club. First time there and my lord was I mind blown. Was shy at first and really didn’t get a lap dance or anything. That was until it was later in the night when the buddies ended up paying for one. Let’s just say it was amazing. Sure it was wrong because I’m married but that moment changed me. Feeling someone ontop of you, dancing for you, touching you… that someone not being your wife… that felt so good. A few days later I can’t stop thinking about it and now even more so I really really want to find someone that will love to make me feel that good. I want someone that I can sneak over and give into our lust. So the moral of this story, I am losing my way…