I never felt sexually repressed in my 20’s, but looking back, I definitely was. I didn’t know kink was real. I thought facials were only in porn- no women really like cum, they think it’s gross. I didn’t know that some women actually enjoy being dominated, treated like a slut, degraded and used. I kept all of my own kinks and interests to myself, I figured that it was all just my “porn brain”. So I never took what I wanted with my partners. I always treated them with the respect that women deserve. Meanwhile I was consuming as much facial cum porn as I could get my hands on (back in the days of ftp forums and file peer to peer file share programs like napster).

Then in my early 30s I found Reddit. Before online sex work had turned it into what it is now. It was so easy to make connections here… and I soon realized that many women, at least given the relative anonymity of this platform, not only got off on the same things I did, but some even took it to more extremes. And so for the first time in my life I could express myself sexually and truthfully. And my sexuality began to develop. I realized I wasn’t just a porn brained pervert.

I also started to gain a lot of cock confidence. Not that I ever disliked my cock, but I certainly never thought it was anything other than normal or average. At times maybe I even felt it was a little below average. But not now. I love my fat-headed well proportioned 7” cock. And I love showing it off.

I also came to realize some other things. My balls are big, and beautiful. It’s true. I love my big balls and I love all the ball lovers who have helped me realize that I’ve got a nice set.

But, being that I’ve definitely always had a cum fetish, my favorite realization about myself was coming to find out that most guys don’t cum like I do. I grew up watching Peter North blast faces. The Load Master himself. And I’d say most pornstars have some pretty healthy loads. So that’s all I could ever compare to- and with that as a comparison, my loads are normal.

But no, they are not. Turns out it’s pretty common for a guy to dribble a bit of goo out of the end of his slick stick. Or maybe even shoot a few spurts. Turns out most guys don’t fire off 8-10 ropes every time they cum. Turns out most guys can clean up with tissues instead of bath towels, or at least a hand towel.

Turns out my username is correct. I cum a lot. And I fucking love it. Articles on the internet say the average size of male ejaculate is between 2.5-5ml. So of course I had to start measuring mine. I kept data for 3 months. My average load size is between 12-15ml, and my largest recorded was 20ml. Sometimes, I can fire a couple ropes off up to 7’ across the room. One time I shot 13 decent ropes of cum followed by a couple of spurts. And damn it feels good.

So here I am, older now, comfortable with my body, in love with my cock and cum and the balls that they share in common. Finally open about what I want and what I like. And yet, since my sexual awakening, I’ve not actually been lucky enough to find a partner that shares in my cum kink. I haven’t found a woman that wants to be covered in it. That drops to her knees and eagerly awaits her reward. I haven’t yet met the woman that considers the amount of cum she receives to be in direct relationship to her sexual value.

So I come on here, and I show it off. I make public posts, I have some cumshots I’ll only share in the privacy of chat. Although I’m in a committed relationship, I look forward to times I know I’ll have the house to myself so I can make new videos. My cock throbs the minute I start recording, thinking about the responses I might get. The compliments. The validation.

My confession is I’m a man slut for showing off. Sometimes I tell myself I need to stop. But I never do. I probably never will. My cumshots are just too good to keep all to myself.

Thanks for reading.