I'm a 36 year old Irishman, and every now and again my mind goes back to this idea, almost fixates on it needing to turn myself into a slut for anyone who demands my cum.

I've seen porn videos of women dominating men and just constantly edging them to explode in a huge orgasm leaking cum everywhere. I want to be restrained to a bed, chair or even a table face down with a hole in it for my cock. Be it by 1 person or multiple who just want to train my balls over and over again, doing their best to keep me erect for hours unend and demand a donation whenever they seen fit. I don't make the rules, or any demands. I have to be there however they want, provide my cock in whatever scenario they need and they have full access to me and my body to use (within consenting guidelines) with the goal of milking my cock for as much cum for as long as time provides.

I just need to experience the feeling of someone wanting to own every single orgasm, every drop of cum I can leak to their meticulous control of my body and cock.