There is this bar that has a women only event every saturday and I have been going there almost each week to find someone to more or less give oral sex to or get it myself. I have been struggling with my sexuality for awhile and I feel like when I suppress my attraction I just act out and start doing things I normally wouldn't do. So overall I have been filling that need of being with another women by going to this bar.

My first time there I was extremely shy and nervous, being around so many people like me. I'm not old enough to drink until I'm 20 so I just order soft drinks but after awhile this really pretty women approached me because I was alone. She was very kind to me but then she just got flirty, wasn't sure if she was getting slightly drunk or not, wasn't too long after when she said did I want to go to her car and I said sure. I already knew she wanted to fuck from how she was rubbing my thighs and getting really close to my panties. So we pretty much went to her car and started kissing. I won't go into too much detail but I eventually made my way down to remove her panties and gave her oral sex while rubbing myself. After that I felt satisfied.

I started to gain more confidence the next few weeks I went and started meeting people, approaching them myself.

I even started going with no panties sometimes so I like to tease by intentionally bending over for a girl that's eyeing me hard to show my pussy. Girls that go there are usually just as horny as I am so getting what I wanted wasn't a challenge.

I gave many girls oral sex and getting fucked and fingered by others before I started to gain a reputation that the one of managers actually started to worry for me and told me to pace myself because she told me many of the regulars started to call me a slut and I'm easy behind my back, because I can only assume a certain night they must've seen me go in the bathroom 3 times with 3 different women and the third one fingered me so hard my legs were all woozy....or I'm just getting seen leaving the bar with someone too much in general. To be quite honest it really hurt my feelings because I thought I wouldn't be judged there, so I just became more picky rather than just giving oral to anymore that hits on me.

I didn't even go last saturday but I did meet up with someone that I met there...in fact it was the first girl I meet there as we became regular pleasure friends...