I've been so horny idk what to do anymore and it makes me go out of control. I'm straight and am attracted to girls, but I'm still a virgin kinda. I've been so horny and haven't gotten any action because I just moved to California and have had a hard time meeting people/am shy. So I recently started going to adult stores and getting toys. First I got a set of metal butt plugs and a 5" rainbow dildo to start off with. I started off trying the plugs because I was so horny and tired of shoving random stuff up my ass. I started with the small one but knew that was too small since I've previously had stuff up there before. It kinda hurt around the widest part when it went it but I was right, it was too small. Then I moved up to the medium one and it felt pretty good when it was fully in:) Again, it hurt around the widest part going in.

I also one day got so horny after putting the medium one in I was like "fuck it, I'll just fuck myself with the dildo". I laid back on my back on my bed and lubed up my ass in preparation to penatrate myself. I lined it up, and then it slid in without much resistance. It was SO hot. I started to fuck myself with it but the sensation didn't do much else after I got it in me. Idk if that's how it's supposed to be, or if I don't really enjoy it, but just the thought of being prenetrated and being a little slut turned me on. P.s. I got the toys and dildo and finally said fuck it I'm going to fuck myself with the dildo if no one else will because I got to the point I was so horny that I fucked myself with a banana previously:)