I'm an older, athletic and good looking guy. About 10 years ago, after I got divorced a neighbor (F) started taking a sudden interest in me. She had a boyfriend so I never thought her overtures were anymore than that, innocent flirtations, until one day when I was helping her move a dresser. We got into a debate about public nudity, porn, etc. She confessed that she liked to look at porn of men in public playing with themselves. I joking replied, "All you have to do is ask." And she did.

This turned into a semi-regular thing. About every other month her boyfriend would travel for work. She would call me and ask if I could help her with something. Sometimes, she needed something moved or fixed in her apartment. But most of the time she just wanted to watch me. We never had sex. We never kissed. It was always me naked and her clothed while I did my thing. After a couple meetings like this, I told her that if I could be naked in her place I would do whatever she asked.

This turned into me becoming her naked manservant. I would change a lightbulb, move heavy furniture, rub her shoulders, help her fold laundry, etc. One time, she had a friend over. They had me make drinks and serve them. Another time, she asked me to pose for her and a handful of friends who drew sketches of me then watched me take care of myself. There was no domination involved or humiliation. It was a bubble of safe fun role reversal where the women were in charge and I was the sexual object. Sometimes, they would put their hands on me but usually not.

I've been told that I'm nice looking and have a good bod. I'm not small nor overly endowed. The turn on for everyone was the reverse dynamic. The women liked to be in control. And I loved the thrill of being exposed and at their beck and call.

Eventually, my neighbor married her boyfriend and moved away. I've been thinking about those times. For the life of me, I can't figure out how to find someone today who would want to recreate this dynamic. And I can't seem to find anyone on reddit either.

I'd love to hear from anyone who's had similar experiences or has advice how I might make this happen again. Thanks!