Although I am happily in a relationship now. I can't forget some of past experiences.
One in particular is when I was with an ex living with her. We had a lot of issues in our relationship, which is probably why I started to look to other forms of pleasure and entertainment.
When she was at work, I could not help but come on reddit on talk to other people. At first it started with talking to men who wanted to talk about my partner at the time, but than it slowly started to change. They would ask questions about me, about my body, if I was petite and feminine.
They than started to talk about how feminine I actually was. How good I would look on my knees infront of them. For some reason this excited me and aroused me. They would say how they wanted to dress me up in slutty clothes and bend me over their desk to use me like the slut I was. I loved it and I begged for me.
One day one of them asked me to go to my partner's drawers and take out her underwear. He than told me to put it on. He asked me how it felt. to be honest i felt so dirty. I can feel the tip of my sissy clit wet and leaking through the underwear. Feeling it press against my head was making my head spin.
The last thing i remember was me being on chaturbate and making an account. I would buy slutty lingerie and wear it for men telling me what to do. this lasted a few months...