I'm really not into the whole fictional RP thing, so all this is true. And men don't get many responses on here so even if this has been up for a while, consider it open.

I get on one level that sex isn't a big deal, but since I'm still a virgin and find it intimidating, largely on account of having no clue what I'm doing, it kind of is a big deal to me.

So I love and envy all the women to whom it isn't a big deal. To whom their pleasure is paramount. Those who have no fucks to give for societal puritanism, or the judgment or opinions of others. Who know what gets them off, and happily go get it. I actually had a friend I was super into who spent about five minutes bragging about how amazing her husband was in bed, which only resulted in her getting horny enough that she had no choice but to stop talking to me and go get laid.

I love if their confidence in their bodies and sexualities extends so far that they care not a whit about regaling others with tales of their exploits, or even having an OnlyFans or posting to places like GoneWild and other related subs. They get pleasure from the effect they have on the horny men who flock to them.

And I love hearing what pleases them. I love knowing that they are pleased. Hearing a woman speak of something that got her off is fun precisely because it got her off. I love hearing that she got off. It turns me on. But it needs to come from a place of confidence, not desperation. I'm not into women who see their exploits as a sort of humiliation, the types who post on here looking for fat ugly guys with small dicks to prove that they have no standards.

On the subject of standards, my female friends all agree 7-8" is the ideal cock size. I'm only 5". Given that and the lack of experience (which results in a lack of knowing what I'm doing), I just find sex and sexuality intimidating I guess. And of course I love women who are super experienced and super confident and super comfortable, and those are even more intimidating than women who aren't those things.

So I guess I'm just hoping there's a woman out there that clicks with this, and sees a way to incorporate me in things that get her off? Maybe you're the type to nurture and teach, and help me experience things. Maybe you like to share your experiences. Maybe you can think of something else.

Things I do seem to like, based on the handful of chats I've had:

• Being horny. Just, in and of itself. I find it opens me up to a lot more things, haha, and that desperate need to cum makes everything hotter. I'm actually pretty sick of whipping out some porn for 30 seconds just to rub one out, now.
• Women who derive pleasure or enjoyment from me being desperate and horny. Making me wait to cum, etc.
• Women with a lot of sexual experience.
• Women who love big cocks. And no, I don't have one haha...one woman suggested mine be referred to as a 'dicklet' rather than a cock which was...actually kinda hot.
• Exhibitionists, but not exhibitionism.
• Being called a 'good boy'.
• Women who like to take control.
• Someone mentioned being disappointed with me inevitably cumming as soon as she climbed on me, and thus holding me down and sitting on my face despite my cum being in her pussy, and I'm not sure which part of that made it hot but it was hot.
• Someone sent me a link to a GIF of Rose Marie Jackson cumming on her own face and I can't get it out of my mind....
• But then, I also like the idea of someone a bit kinder and gentler and nurturing, or whatever.

So you can ask about those conversations and we can go more in-depth on it, or you can bring up things relating to them, or your own experiences.