TL/DR? Come chat to me about naughty creampies that you regretted afterwards

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You were drunk. Horny. With impaired judgement. That's why you gave it all up. He was insistent, stubborn, lustful. He pushed you onto the bed and slid into you, his bare cock stretching your pussy as your nails clawed at his back. It was wrong, but that night it felt right. He needed you, and that longing sparked something inside of you. You had trusted him. You still trusted him. "I'm not on the pill..." Your eyes wide as he pushed into you. Shivers of pleasure tinged with anxiety. When was he going to pull out? "Sorry baby..." and it was done. He filled you, your first ever unprotected creampie. From him. You lay stunned as the weight of his body pressed into you. His apologies whispered in your ear as he caressed you.

The morning after there was regret. Guilt. Denial. How could you let him do that? It was not only wrong for the two of you to be in bed, it was so risky for him to spill this seed into you. A pregnancy with him would change everything. Derail it all. You felt numb, frozen. Who can you talk to about this? He's the one you'd go to, but he's avoiding you. So you stayed inside, hid yourself away.

Shame is a strange emotion. The next day as you masturbated to the memory of that night you hated yourself. Hated him. And came harder than you could remember ever cumming before. Bubbling inside is the fear of the consequences, of the life changing impact. You should have gone to the pharmacy, but that would mean admitting what you'd done. You weren't ready for that, so instead you spent the day alternating between crying and having your hand between your legs.

Now maybe it's too late. Is the sick feeling in the pit of your stomach as omen of a positive test? Nothing to do apart from wait. But do you have to do it alone? He should be here, shouldn't be? He should be looking after his baby girl. But when you think of him now other thoughts come. The feeling of his body on yours, his lips, his cock stretching you. It makes you drip, and then cry at the fact you are turned on. What is the test going to say? Your life is already changed, but are you going to get the two lines that tell you that it is changed forever?