I'm sure I'll get a mix of judgment and approval for this, but would like to hear what men and women think of this - preferably the kind of man that would do this thing to a married woman home alone. I will say that this wasn't my first time cheating but was one of the more aggressive that I have ever been in and was easily the riskiest.

I am a 5'1" white woman, blonde hair blue eyes. 120 lbs. Very small breasts and a larger butt than most.

My husband was out at sea with the Navy and the washing machine broke. The handyman I called was a slightly older Hispanic guy, definitely a rough around the edges type. I thought he was an attractive guy when I answered the door but never thought I would be getting fucked by him.

He did ask if my husband was home which I thought was weird but I told him no and he was gone for a while. He did the repair and I checked on him. I guess I did flirt with him a little and linger when I did. When it came time to pay I was shocked by how much it was, like $400. I made a joke about "paying any other way" and his whole attitude changed and he said what did I mean by that. I tried to laugh it off as a joke but he took it very seriously and his whole energy shifted.

It was kind of a blur but he got very assertive and said you shouldn't make jokes like that and some people would get the wrong idea and that my mouth would get me in trouble. I was embarrassed and apologized and he made a comment that I probably couldn't handle a guy like him anyway. I was turned on by how assertive he was and I asked him what that meant and he said he was too rough with married white chicks and they always got more than they asked for.

It was a huge moment of weakness and I felt terrible at the time but I told him to show me what he meant.

Would love to discuss this with the kind of guy that would do what he did.