Alright dirtychatpals, this is gonna be a little bit more vulnerable than I normally get. I've written a few lukewarm/soft prompts for myself, but I'm feeling like I need to unburden a little so, here I am. I think a conversation is more along the lines of what I'm looking for, unless what I'm talking about here deeply resonates with anyone else and a scene/scenario immediately comes to mind.

My kinks can get pretty intense when it comes to what I consider "exceptional" sex, and not in the direction I feel like most people on here tend to turn. Because for me, at its core sex will always and forever be about intimacy, romance, connection of two people who are distinctly separate because of the nature of existence but for as long as their bodies allow, are wanting to try and become one.

And I think in that effort to try and become one, to really and truly get to know someone, it takes some real effort. It can't be transactional, it can't be predicated on being a version of yourself you think someone would like. No, I think to say that you truly love someone means that you see them at their worst or most authentic and truly accept them for that person. And that extends beyond negative personality traits and idiosyncratic behavior.

I think in my eyes, to say that I truly love someone involves the idea of me being able to (again, without shame or judgment) bury my nose in their sweaty, unwiped asshole and breathing in deeply. It means to finger their cunt, bury myself up to the final knuckle and feel them kegel around my fingers until I can trace my fingertips against their tight cervix, pull them out, and taste and smell them. I want to be able to memorize and imprint their body inside my brain, until it is almost akin to an innate part of myself.

I don't want there to ever be a barrier to the idea of having sex together, unless that barrier is quite literally "I am not in the mood." We can find our way around public situations, to steal ourselves back to the car or lock up in a disabled restroom (we are nonfunctional together when we're horny after all) and I can fuck you senseless. I can, quite literally, fuck the shit out of your ass and you will moan and grunt the whole time while I scrape your guts clean with my throbbing, precum drooling cock.

I wanna be able to get high with someone and lay around and just make out, to roll our tongues together and alternate sucking on each others until spit drools between our lips and it feels unnatural to have my tongue back in my own mouth. I want to bury my cock so deep inside your asshole and pussy that it feels foreign to not be clenched inside you while I play with your free hole, pinch your nipples or bite and suck on your neck.

I have a kink list I'm happy to share if anyone wants to talk after this, feel free to send me a chat or a DM, I don't particularly care. Just, please if youre going to reach out come prepared to be interested and really talk. I've written a lot here and I have more to say, but I'm really not that keen on speaking with someone who gives me one word "yeah" or "that's hot" answers. This is about emotionality as much as it is about sexuality. I hope to hear from some of you and want you all to have a great night no matter what!