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Hi.
I keep looking up cuckholding porn, and even though it has been arousing me a lot, afterwards or even during my masturbation I just feel depressed about everything. I'm into a lot of things, but I don't want to be into this as much as I am. I don't like how brutal all of it feels like I am trapped, and people aren't going to care when I say why. I'll listen to other porn, and they'll be loving about the stuff I'm insecure. But then in real life people just trigger mental breakdown after mental breakdown.
I'm not talking about having a gf doing this. I'm single. What I mean is there's like an association with cuck stuff I have that is what I'm insecure about, and it used to not hurt. But like now... it's a lot. Like it's making my slow down thinking about it now. I guess I wanted to talk about my insecurities related to this because it's been bothering me a long time, and I would like a hotwife perspective. Thanks
(Everytime I talk to someone about this, they make things worse. So let's give it a shot. If you help, then great. If not, then feel free to make me depressed while I jerk off ig.)
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