I really hate stereotypes. Everyone who talks about porn addiction always mentions a guy, sitting in his room with several monitors playing different porn and stroking his cock. A guy who spends hours watching porn, women with fat asses and huge tits, women getting absolutely railed and degraded. Gooning is what those who are a bit deeper into the lore here call it. The "Gooners" do anything to watch more porn. They skip meetups with friends, dont leave the house or even the room unless they absolutely have to, and they definitely can't get hard without porn. Most of the "pornsexuals" dont even want sex, they dont want to fuck women, dont want to feel their warmth around their cock, they just want to be left alone, getting dumber and dumber with every hour of porn watched. And of course, a certain ideology comes with that. The women in porn are goddesses, women made to be worshipped, paid, surrendered to. The rest though, the rest of the women are all just nasty cunts, just objects for them to lust after on the rare occasions that they do leave the house.

And I hate that narrative. Women can be addicted to porn too, you know? Whys noone talking about women like me rubbing their pussies raw, having all their holes filled with objects for more and more stimulation? About how I am constantly wet, constantly horny, how even the slightest suggestion of anything sexy or sexual can send me down a rabbit hole of porn that takes up the rest of my day? I guess I am a bit different in that I still manage to lead a fairly ordinary life, to the outside world. I go to work, my apartment is (at least somewhat) clean and tidy, I have friends that I sometimes meet, but whenever Im alone, whenever I have free time, my brain goes to porn and shortly after that my hand goes between my legs.

Now, it is a bit fucked up, the fact that I know what it does to me, I am acutely aware of how bad it is for me, that I really have to stop. I just dont. I dont want to, because why should I, really? I dont want to climb out of this hole, I want to dig deeper. I know this addiction can and probably will eventually destroy my life if I keep going, but I dont care. No, thats not quite true. I do care, and I want it. Partly because I just enjoy porn, but also because a big part of me is very curious and I love to challenge myself to see how far I can go. So I wonder, how deep can I go? Is there a limit, or is there always more, always another way to make my life worse, and my addiction worse better?

The only problem is that I am still human, and as we are social creatures, it can get a bit lonely, always gooning alone in my room. So that is why I am here. Looking for people, men and women, to chat with, while we both watch porn (or I do, at least). Gooning and porn addiction can obviously be a topic, but as long as its sexy and in some way or form degrading for me, we can talk about anything. If you want to message me but dont really know where or how to start, just tell me what you thought about when you read my post, how it felt to you, what you think about me.