Do you go through most of your week acting the good girl part? Taking care of people, being responsible, keeping shit together for others you care about? I bet you've done this for a long time, achieving, accomplishing, slaying tasks before you with drive and zeal?

As you've gotten older has it gotten harder to keep yourself motivated for those kinds of things? Do you find your mind wandering a bit, and your hormones taking over your brain more and more often? You sit there acting a good girl, doing what you've always done, but inside you wonder, "What if?" What if you just let go and submitted, let some other person guide you, control you, command you?

Oh fuck, you squirm every time you read one of those scenes, or watch a video GIF from a truly helpless girl, tied, broken, tearful, but in a kind of bliss of pure sensation. Have you thought about you yourself being that girl, letting go, dropping your guard and just letting things happen?

Then the good girl voice takes over and tells you what's on your todo list. You put the vibrator away, close the laptop and go back to her world. Slightly sad and frustrated that you can't let the naughty little slut inside you out more often.

What would it look like for you to start doing slutty things while you're doing your regular thing? Maybe you're wearing a clip or clamp on your nipples under your bra, or a piece of bodywriting on your flesh under your clothes as you stand up and present to a whole room at work. Maybe you merge the two identities and find the true you, you let both of these identities get to know each other, to fuel each other?

Sound like you at all, feel seen? Hit reply :).