I love pregnancy risk. To an unhealthy degree. What gets me is the "what if" of it all; the tension of "will they, won't they" taken up a notch to "they will, but will they get away with it". I love playing on the edge of taking the risk and hearing about others doing so. Seeing how far I can push it while still (hopefully) staying just the right side of the "consequences" line.

This means that I take risks in my personal life and my relationships, which I can tell you about if you ask. A couple of times (that I know of) the risk has caught up with me - because if you play with fire enough you get burned. I owned my mistakes and provided the necessary physical, emotional and financial support. It was a pretty scary time.

But I can't help going back to teetering on the edge. Not even asking about protection with the stranger I just met. Sliding it in raw, when we both know I shouldn't. Tracking my partner's cycle with her so that we know exactly the amount of risk we are taking if I fail to pull out in time. Taking just that one extra stroke before I pull out and cover her pussy lips with my cum.

I know the risks are higher for women than for men. It's your body that carries the consequences after all. But still, I'd love to hear from women thinking about taking this risk. Maybe you are thinking about coming off of your birth control, or maybe you just did. Maybe you want to roll the dice with damaged condoms, or deliberately missing a pill now and then. Maybe you want to talk about taking the risk within your loving relationship, or maybe it's hotter for you if it's with someone you barely know.

I'm looking for a chat, not a roleplay. It can be about the fantasy of it if you like, although I much prefer talking to people who have taken the same kind of risks as I have. I'm turned on thinking about it - I hope you are too.