I've passed as male consistently for close to a year now. The further along I get in my transition, the more attracted I find myself becoming to men. More specifically, cock.

I've always had a major oral fixation, but I'm finding it more difficult to picture myself getting off from anyone who doesn't have a cock to shove down my throat. However, I recognize that my pre-op genitalia can be a hinderance to forming connections with homosexual men.

Really though, it all worked out- every shortcoming that initially made me feel like less of a man combined to create the perfect freeuse service cuck.

My pathetic bottom growth reminds me that I'm here to be used and useful. I could never satisfy anyone with my shrimp dick.

My boy cunt is self lubricating whenever you decide I'm worthy.

And my overpowering need to be skullfucked until I cry makes me the ideal 24/7 human fleshlight.

Which brings me to the title of this post.

Ultimately, my goal is to make my partner(s) content, regardless of my comfort. Therefore, the ideal scenario involves being primarily mouth-only for my male partner while he cucks me as he pleases. I daydream of being left home alone to goon and clean our house while not being allowed to know where he is or who he's with. When he finally arrives, after an hour or a day, he may fuck my throat as he chooses, or I may have to beg him for any attention at all. If he uses my inferior mouth it's only with the knowledge that whoever he was with before was infinitely more satisfying, and that I am simply available. Perhaps he decides I didn't do my chores well enough and I'm demoted to ass cleaning for the night.

My pleasure is not even an afterthought- it isn't a factor.

I am here to serve and I'm grateful for it. <3

Kinks include but most certainly not limited to: throatfucking, freeuse, cuckolding, humiliation, vomit, watersports, findom, impact play, TPE, cnc, RIMJOBS 🤤

Would also consider myself furry-adjacent, make of that what ya will :3

Looking for a short term rp or a long term writing buddy!