I have explored this side of me in my imagination for a long time. Occasionally, if I overcome my own shyness and anxiety, I explore it in person. Although I am open minded and don't shy away from those who inquire about it, I am also very private and don't share my desires and experiences readily or without prompting.

I am sexually bi and romantically straight, with no signs of it being an intermediate phase or of it waning. I am a pure giver of pleasure, in almost every sexual scenario, but with men it is to the pure exclusion of my own. However, the desperation and abundance of men wanting to please other men keeps me from looking, for fear of appearing as another drop of water on the ocean.

I am also very slow moving, love to chat, build anticipation, and enjoy all the little things that happen as we approach the major events. This pacing seems to contrast the prevalent "want to meet now" trend. All of this combines to say I have very little experience and most of my sexual exploration lives in my imagination.

Despite that, I do now find myself in a very interesting situation. I have a male and a female FWB, and we have been exploring separately and together. I also date normally on the side, trying to fill my romantic void. I am hoping to find someone who is ok with being conversational friends and wants a mutual sharing of experiences.

I love to share stories, fantasies, porn of my own and of others, pictures, life experiences, and more. Women, men, couples, I am up for chatting with anyone who would like to hear about my experiences and share your own.