hi i probably shouldn't make this post but i learned that you should just go for things so here it is

i am looking for a friend that is a girl. not an actual girlfriend but just a friend that is a girl. i know this seems really sketchy and weird but idk any other way to really say it. i realized that basically all throughout my life from elementary school to now all my friends were dudes. especially now i realize that everybody i talk to is a dude. i dont know how it happened but somehow over the years i just cannot speak to girls anymore and its an issue i def need to fix. im not sure if its cause im nervous or if im just not accustomed to it? im not sure. now thinking about it, i realistically think i sometimes go weeks on end without having like an actual conversation with a girl besides my mom which probably isn't good.

i don't mean for this to sound like a cry for help but reading this back i realize it kind of sounds like it, but if any girl is interested pls let me know. im not weird or anything i promise im just really shy ig and i just want a platonic friend that's a girl that i can talk to. thanks